For years after my dad died, I grieved greatly but tried to carry forward working, having two babies and dealing with marital problems . As time went on and I went through perilous times after a divorce, I started hearing voices as I awoke, one time warning me about cancer, which was diagnosed a few weeks later.
When my granddaughter came to my home during the COVID shutdown to be cared for while her mother worked out in public, I was terrified, not of COVID, but of caring for a seven month old- at naptime I held her and drifted off, waking up to see my father sitting nearby with a big smile for me. It wasn’t the first time he’d been in contact since my divorce at all, but the first time I actually saw him.
Just last week as I awoke I heard him say two names- one was of a Red Sox rookie I saw play in the minor leagues who was stunning then and even more so now. The second was ‘Clemente’- my Dad, who used to watch baseball games with me was comparing the rookie to Roberto Clemente, a legendary player, who when I googled him, found that he played in the city where my father grew up.
I am very sorry for your troubles. I hope the diagnosis was timely, and you got-or you are getting- the help you have needed. You are a psychic medium Wildflower, no question, and it would seem your father has made it his mission not to go yet, or at least not to go to the farthest limit of wherever it is that we go. Not till he sees his beloved child is safely home. Thank you for reading and sharing this story.
The cancer came and went in 2005. Very thankful for that. Don’t know where the farthest limit is over on that side of the vale, but Dad’s mentioned being in Ukraine during the first year of the war- maybe working out some WWII stuff? Make any sense? He was with Patton back during it. Even saw a bit of England before the rest of it.
These are mysteries beyond all ken. I see the US is sending Patton tanks to Ukraine. Not the most modern, but these are for bridge laying purposes. The Eight of Cups is Pisces, the 12 House of the Unknowable. These waters are deep deep deep. Fathomless. But the Eight of Cups says he has turned away from the noise of the world. He does not look back in anger. Or grief. He does not suffer from that awareness now of what is happening in the world, except as a ripple in the ocean. But like the call of a dolphin, sometimes he can hear your call, whether you knew you called him or not. You are bone of his bone and blood of his blood, and the mind is so much more than the brain. Sometimes a signal reaches him, or he sees a light like a tiny far off beacon coming from you, and maybe others who are still here, who most mattered to him at the end of his days on earth. While he was living, he was indeed burdened at times by the weight of some memories, says the Ten of Wands. It threatened to overwhelm him at times, crawling under that weight, and then he would find himself a job to do and focus on the task in hand, and this was his way of re-calibrating and of managing- King of Pentacles. The Seven of Pentacles has also appeared, looking very like Ukraine in this deck I am using, The Legacy of the Divine Tarot. A woman gathering in the harvest. I also draw The King of Swords- a warrior, or one might say, the battle angel Michael. (Putin is rep'd by the Queen of Swords, Libra native, and Zelenskyy, Aquarius native, is rep'd by King of Swords) I cannot see that your father is "working" on WW11 or this old/ new war as such. Or not in any sense that we could fully comprehend. He is not now troubled by the events of world. Not as such, unless he detects a cry in the deep from someone with whom he maintains a physical connection, like you. BUT- as signified by the King of Swords- or battle angel Michael- his energy once entered into that mix, remains and endures as part of the pantheon. The energy is bright cobalt blue. We live in a physical world and must abide its laws, says the King of Swords. And we as parents -and grandparents can only do so much for our loved ones, no matter what we do. Each has his or her own journey to make. But still, your father is always your father, and you are always his child. And so he abides. There is a song, Wildflower, The Drowned Submariner, Mark Knopfler, it's on YT, whose words may convey it better than I can.
Words cannot describe my thanks for this. Dad was/is a Pisces. Recently, I bought a bronze statuette of Michael the archangel, which now takes up a space in my bedroom. My granddaughter currently loves two videos about the oceans and the call of dolphins can be heard through the rooms of my house much of the day!And I’ll check out the song of the drowned submariner- the ex was a project superintendent for nuclear subs. Amazing.
Agree it was always comforting, like your posts, they always have something encouraging and reassuring. When I was very sad about the last dog, the dog I had before visited me in my dreams, isn’t that wonderful, had 3 wonderful 🐕
"They are not brethren, they are not underlings: they are other nations, caught with ourselves in the net of life and time, fellow prisoners of the splendour and travail of the earth.”
Thank you, I always look forward to your posts. Yes, I have had some manifestations too and share the opinion that they must go free, also a matter of respect for me. My dogs came at least once again and I grew into understanding the message they were sending, first time I was quite struck. When my dog died, about 2 years ago, he stayed a while around and then said goodbye on my walk in the Moore and I could let him go, I saw him quite clearly too. Kind regards
Ah, how lovely that you have seen them, Tracy. That doggie wasn't quite ready to leave you altogether, but not because you made it hard for him. I have seen animals. Once it was a dog I never knew, short haired, pricked ears, running down the staircase until it vanished at the turn of the stairs. One time I saw my own hamster, the day after she died, scooting across the bedroom. Only the once. I loved that animal out of all proportion to her size. But then, she was a personage out of all proportion to her size. Thank you for reading and for sharing this.
I got a lot from this. Especially when you say ‘The dead are not there for the summoning. They must go free. We need to break free, or what is the meaning of the release of death? But if they wish to send a sign, then they will find a way.’
I’ve always been open to seeing signs from both parents. And things show up unexpectedly. Not in the form of ghosts but in my dreams and physical things too. I find it comforting.
Thank you Julie. It's that openness that enables it, I feel, no need for summoning. Somehow, and it's generally in a moment when we're relaxed and thinking of nothing in particular, alpha state or deeper, we are somehow tuned in on the right radio frequency. It is indeed a comfort, a solace and a reassurance in the face of a cold wind, while as they say truly, grief is the price we pay for love. A price we can only be honoured and grateful to pay. x
For years after my dad died, I grieved greatly but tried to carry forward working, having two babies and dealing with marital problems . As time went on and I went through perilous times after a divorce, I started hearing voices as I awoke, one time warning me about cancer, which was diagnosed a few weeks later.
When my granddaughter came to my home during the COVID shutdown to be cared for while her mother worked out in public, I was terrified, not of COVID, but of caring for a seven month old- at naptime I held her and drifted off, waking up to see my father sitting nearby with a big smile for me. It wasn’t the first time he’d been in contact since my divorce at all, but the first time I actually saw him.
Just last week as I awoke I heard him say two names- one was of a Red Sox rookie I saw play in the minor leagues who was stunning then and even more so now. The second was ‘Clemente’- my Dad, who used to watch baseball games with me was comparing the rookie to Roberto Clemente, a legendary player, who when I googled him, found that he played in the city where my father grew up.
And I think Dad is right on with it!
Great piece. Loved it.
I am very sorry for your troubles. I hope the diagnosis was timely, and you got-or you are getting- the help you have needed. You are a psychic medium Wildflower, no question, and it would seem your father has made it his mission not to go yet, or at least not to go to the farthest limit of wherever it is that we go. Not till he sees his beloved child is safely home. Thank you for reading and sharing this story.
Thank you, Katie Ellen-
The cancer came and went in 2005. Very thankful for that. Don’t know where the farthest limit is over on that side of the vale, but Dad’s mentioned being in Ukraine during the first year of the war- maybe working out some WWII stuff? Make any sense? He was with Patton back during it. Even saw a bit of England before the rest of it.
Thank you for your answer!
These are mysteries beyond all ken. I see the US is sending Patton tanks to Ukraine. Not the most modern, but these are for bridge laying purposes. The Eight of Cups is Pisces, the 12 House of the Unknowable. These waters are deep deep deep. Fathomless. But the Eight of Cups says he has turned away from the noise of the world. He does not look back in anger. Or grief. He does not suffer from that awareness now of what is happening in the world, except as a ripple in the ocean. But like the call of a dolphin, sometimes he can hear your call, whether you knew you called him or not. You are bone of his bone and blood of his blood, and the mind is so much more than the brain. Sometimes a signal reaches him, or he sees a light like a tiny far off beacon coming from you, and maybe others who are still here, who most mattered to him at the end of his days on earth. While he was living, he was indeed burdened at times by the weight of some memories, says the Ten of Wands. It threatened to overwhelm him at times, crawling under that weight, and then he would find himself a job to do and focus on the task in hand, and this was his way of re-calibrating and of managing- King of Pentacles. The Seven of Pentacles has also appeared, looking very like Ukraine in this deck I am using, The Legacy of the Divine Tarot. A woman gathering in the harvest. I also draw The King of Swords- a warrior, or one might say, the battle angel Michael. (Putin is rep'd by the Queen of Swords, Libra native, and Zelenskyy, Aquarius native, is rep'd by King of Swords) I cannot see that your father is "working" on WW11 or this old/ new war as such. Or not in any sense that we could fully comprehend. He is not now troubled by the events of world. Not as such, unless he detects a cry in the deep from someone with whom he maintains a physical connection, like you. BUT- as signified by the King of Swords- or battle angel Michael- his energy once entered into that mix, remains and endures as part of the pantheon. The energy is bright cobalt blue. We live in a physical world and must abide its laws, says the King of Swords. And we as parents -and grandparents can only do so much for our loved ones, no matter what we do. Each has his or her own journey to make. But still, your father is always your father, and you are always his child. And so he abides. There is a song, Wildflower, The Drowned Submariner, Mark Knopfler, it's on YT, whose words may convey it better than I can.
Words cannot describe my thanks for this. Dad was/is a Pisces. Recently, I bought a bronze statuette of Michael the archangel, which now takes up a space in my bedroom. My granddaughter currently loves two videos about the oceans and the call of dolphins can be heard through the rooms of my house much of the day!And I’ll check out the song of the drowned submariner- the ex was a project superintendent for nuclear subs. Amazing.
Agree it was always comforting, like your posts, they always have something encouraging and reassuring. When I was very sad about the last dog, the dog I had before visited me in my dreams, isn’t that wonderful, had 3 wonderful 🐕
"They are not brethren, they are not underlings: they are other nations, caught with ourselves in the net of life and time, fellow prisoners of the splendour and travail of the earth.”
Thank you Tracy.
„For the animal shall not be measured by man“ 😃
Thank you, I always look forward to your posts. Yes, I have had some manifestations too and share the opinion that they must go free, also a matter of respect for me. My dogs came at least once again and I grew into understanding the message they were sending, first time I was quite struck. When my dog died, about 2 years ago, he stayed a while around and then said goodbye on my walk in the Moore and I could let him go, I saw him quite clearly too. Kind regards
Ah, how lovely that you have seen them, Tracy. That doggie wasn't quite ready to leave you altogether, but not because you made it hard for him. I have seen animals. Once it was a dog I never knew, short haired, pricked ears, running down the staircase until it vanished at the turn of the stairs. One time I saw my own hamster, the day after she died, scooting across the bedroom. Only the once. I loved that animal out of all proportion to her size. But then, she was a personage out of all proportion to her size. Thank you for reading and for sharing this.
Thanks Katie.
I got a lot from this. Especially when you say ‘The dead are not there for the summoning. They must go free. We need to break free, or what is the meaning of the release of death? But if they wish to send a sign, then they will find a way.’
I’ve always been open to seeing signs from both parents. And things show up unexpectedly. Not in the form of ghosts but in my dreams and physical things too. I find it comforting.
Best wishes
Julie
Thank you Julie. It's that openness that enables it, I feel, no need for summoning. Somehow, and it's generally in a moment when we're relaxed and thinking of nothing in particular, alpha state or deeper, we are somehow tuned in on the right radio frequency. It is indeed a comfort, a solace and a reassurance in the face of a cold wind, while as they say truly, grief is the price we pay for love. A price we can only be honoured and grateful to pay. x